*a forgotten post from December 20th...last year*
it is officially winter now, isn't it? or are we waiting for a sign--perhaps a lonely snowflake or at least a bit of lacy frost on the window? all i get, other than closer to my winter vacation, is exhaust when i exhale.
i guess there is one other thing i get this time of year--the need. i am one of those people who rarely feels such things--I don't write long long entries in my diary about MY crushes...otherwise the pages would be rather virginal.
but, this time--this place I'm spending far too much time wandering and flinging glances like lances into beautiful people's eyes. I must mention here, as well, that I am sure I could have SOMETHING, if I get desperate, but who wants to jump into...hah...maybe most people...
I am probably on almost every single online dating site in Japan. I'd list them here but they're all rather redundant and, dearest readers, don't worry about me sullying my reputation; I'm not the publicly naked or even half-naked sort.
We went to Yellow again and it was fun, again, but different...longer.. supermodels desperate for attention--confusing as I'm neither THAT attractive or wealthy. I get the feeling that people get the feeling I might be famous. HAH. I guess that sums up that night. I got hit on by people who thought i was a lot of things that I am, sadly?, not. BUT there was dancing.
it is officially winter now, isn't it? or are we waiting for a sign--perhaps a lonely snowflake or at least a bit of lacy frost on the window? all i get, other than closer to my winter vacation, is exhaust when i exhale.
i guess there is one other thing i get this time of year--the need. i am one of those people who rarely feels such things--I don't write long long entries in my diary about MY crushes...otherwise the pages would be rather virginal.
but, this time--this place I'm spending far too much time wandering and flinging glances like lances into beautiful people's eyes. I must mention here, as well, that I am sure I could have SOMETHING, if I get desperate, but who wants to jump into...hah...maybe most people...
I am probably on almost every single online dating site in Japan. I'd list them here but they're all rather redundant and, dearest readers, don't worry about me sullying my reputation; I'm not the publicly naked or even half-naked sort.
We went to Yellow again and it was fun, again, but different...longer.. supermodels desperate for attention--confusing as I'm neither THAT attractive or wealthy. I get the feeling that people get the feeling I might be famous. HAH. I guess that sums up that night. I got hit on by people who thought i was a lot of things that I am, sadly?, not. BUT there was dancing.
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